Findin ur voice

"Open your eyes, close your ears. Close your ears, open your eyes," said my mother. I had to listen to the sounds of words. Thinking I knew everything, everything that came my way.Not knowing that I had a lot to learn. I was young and naive. Trying to play it off like I knew what I was doing, in reality I didn't have a clue in the world. Afraid to ask or even seek for help, wanting an waiting for help to come an find me. It was just a dream that I was living. Thinking that the world would care an just stop an see if T was OK. But I'm just another person in the world that wasn't going to stand out unless I opened my mouth. That day had came, I found my voice. Realizing that all those times I was scared, nervous, afraid to say anything or even ask something, thinking an worried about what others might think or say about me. It was blown out of proportion, something that I've done myself. Realizing and looking back upon it now, what as I scared of?? Why ha vent I said anything before?? Its kinda amusing to think about now. But now I'm not afraid anymore and neither should you.